Saturday, August 24, 2024

Hating my ADHD

 I was renting an apartment with Valeria, who wasn't there, somewhere in London. It had the look of a storefront and all my stuff was packed into glass shelves and spread outside on benches. Karsten was over and we played a bit of what looked like Heroes of Might and Magic.

I realised that I was sharing the apartment with about seven young and very beautiful East Asian women. As me and Karsten was about to finish our session of gaming I struck up conversation with one of them, asking if they were taking photographs or why they were all scantily clad, lying on beds. She said that they weren't, but they were on their way into town to a kind of mall and she showed me photos of some awesome orange boxer shoes that I wanted to buy. I ushered Martin to get ready, because I wanted to join them.

As they were leaving, I realised I probably didn't need a winter jacket, so I ran back to get my orange summer jacket instead. It would, after all, match the shoes. I came back and they had almost left and I realised that I still had my winter jacket on. I screamed in frustration about how much I hated my ADHD and threw my phone away, ruining Mia's mushroom band that was attached to it. I then realised that I hadn't locked my little storefront apartment and scattered all kinds of clothes outside of it that I was going to look at to see if I wanted them packed down. Among them was a top of a red Jinbei that I really miss right now in this instant. 

I asked myself why me and Karsten shouldn't just stay in and play all day, but saw in my calendar that me and Maartens had planned to go see a Japanese play and have beer afterwards.

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